I don’t wanna start thinking bad thoughts.
But im making these common inferences and it doesn’t look good at all. I want more than that. Idk how you would think that after, I wouldn’t want more than that. But you dont. So.. Iono. It hurts. Cause then I feel like I regret doing what I did.
NOW you miss me?
Now you wanna blow up my phone with tons of your calls and texts?
Now you wanna tell me how you feel for me?
Now you want me to give me another chance?
Har har har.
Ohhh yeaaaah. Totally.
When someone does these things and says that you’re not good enough for anyone… As time passes and the more often you hear it or see things that kinda add up to it, you just kinda start to believe it.
And it kills me. Eats me up from the insides, out.
JEALOUSY CAN KISS MY MOTHERFUCKING ASS!!!!!
If he does that….. I will never talk to him for as long as I live.
Wtf.
No
I shouldn’t even care anymore
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Fuck this shit meng.
I just don’t wanna make a mistake of forgiving the wrong person after badly hurting me.
Happened too many times.
Idk what to do….
You don’t badly I just wanna call you and tell you how much I need you right now. How much I miss you and I just wanna be in your arms.
Aha..
Idk what to believe anymore.
It’s 3:30 am and I just woke up from THE nightmare again. Just as I experienced it too.. I woke up feeling so scared and found myself sweating so much. I have this remembrance more than often, yet I seem to always feel like crying afterward… As soon as I begin to forget, my dreams only remind me over and over again.
And then I’m back tomb te question, “Why me?”
As the days pass, I find myself realizing more and more shit that uplifts me, in a way. Gives me a more tough backbone of some sort. Also, I fid myself walking away farther and farther. I compare the way he treats me, to him.. And it’s totally different and completely lopsided. I suppose I’m not as blind anymore. I suppose I really know what I want now.
Finally. It’s about time I start realizing shit that everyone else been knowing.
